We are getting closer to the end of this place, and I can't wait to get out. The money will be missed, but I am ready to start the next phase of my life. It's not been easy these past few months. I have been struggling with a lot.
On a positive, they started building our house last week, almost 2 weeks ago now I guess. I got an email from the builder. I can't wait to get home and see it all come together. I am anxious to be a homeowner and get settled in. Scared to take on the mortgage, but it's part of the process I suppose. I will add photos as soon as we get home to see the progress.
I am struggling with my weight again. And I am not happy about it. I have maintained for the most part these past few months, but really, I haven't lost anything since I first got here. I do hope that I can find a way to get back on track. Right now I feel completely out of control. I don't feel attractive and I know it bothers Tim, my attitude, not the way I look. Perhaps when I am stateside again I can go back to weight watchers or maybe try Jenny or nutrisystem. I don't know, but I don't want to look or feel like this on my wedding day.
It's off to work I go now, but will check in again later!
Hugs and kisses!
1 comment:
Hi Jeanne-Bean! Sorry to hear you're having a rough go of it with your weight. Don't be too hard on yourself about it, though. You have A LOT going on these days-- wrapping up life in Jordan; preparing for a new house in VA; preparing for your wedding day (logistics); preparing for marriage... it takes its toll, for sure! Jay and I used Atkin's, as you know. It worked quickly, and the medical community just admitted that it isn't harmful to a body when followed properly. Anyway, when exactly will you be State-side again? - Ercul
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